
“Can people really change?”
It’s the first thought I hear—loud, clear, and completely out of place, like someone dropped philosophy into a blackout. Is change something that happens all at once? Or is it the slow unraveling of things that were never stable to begin with?
I open my eyes. Or maybe I just stop dreaming. It’s hard to tell the difference down here.
The room is small. Not cozy small—containment small. Like a bunker, or a vault. The kind of place you put something broken when you’re not sure if it’s dangerous or just too sad to look at.
Where am I? Why am I here? What the hell happened?
My head pounds, not with pain but with pressure—like thoughts are trying to push their way back in, but the door’s jammed. I reach for memories and get static. No name. No timeline. Just questions stacked like crates around my ribs.
Okay. Breathe. You’re in a bunker. You don’t remember how you got here. You don’t remember anything. Let’s not freak out yet.
I sit up. The floor is hard, gritty, coated in a layer of dust that hasn’t been disturbed in years—except by me, apparently. There’s a shape of my body outlined in the grime, like I was printed into the room.
Was I built here? Grown here? Buried here?
The door is shut. Big. Reinforced. Bolted so tight it feels more like a wall than a way out. No handles. No keypad. Just the faint impression of something circular, like an old crest worn down by time.
I crawl toward it. Every movement echoes. Not because the room is loud—but because it’s empty.
Empty like it’s waiting. Empty like it knows something. My fingers brush the symbol on the door. It tingles—barely. A static flicker, like it’s trying to remember how to respond.
And somewhere inside that silence, beneath the dust and the concrete and the soft hum of forgotten machines…
something begins to wake.
Me.
The pressure builds like something behind my eyes is trying to claw its way out.
Thoughts rush in—but they aren’t mine. At least, they don’t feel like mine. They come in sideways, fast and sharp, like I’ve tuned into someone else’s private meltdown. Faces. Names. Regrets. Memories without anchors. They hit me in waves—cold, messy, too real.
Then the room shifts. Not physically. Not exactly. More like a wave moves through it—like an invisible ripple, a pulse deeper than sound, pressing into every surface and then into me. And that’s when the playback begins.
My life—if that’s what it is—starts flashing in front of me. But not the highlight reel. Not the warm summer nights or the quiet mornings or the people who stayed. No. This is the cut footage.
Every person I hurt. Every time I said the wrong thing. Every time I let someone down, including myself. Every lie I swallowed, every promise I dropped, every version of me I left behind. It plays out in painful clarity, like someone pressed fast-forward on all the worst parts and turned the volume up.
No sarcasm. No clever lines. Just raw exposure.
What is this? What the hell is this?
I try to move. The floor slips under me—dust turning to fog turning to static. My hands scrape against cold stone but I can’t tell if I’m moving forward or folding in on myself.
Am I screaming? Crying? Breathing at all? I can’t tell. Everything is noise. Not loud like sound—loud like too much. Like every channel in my head is broadcasting at once.
And then— a pause. Like the room exhales.I don’t know if it’s reacting to me or if I’m the one reacting to it, but something shifts. It’s like a storm deciding it’s bored. The pressure behind my eyes releases all at once, and my legs give out beneath me. I hit the floor hard, palms scraping concrete, head spinning. The air changes—warmer now, heavier. The static in my chest fades into something dull, like a headache rolling back under the skin. There’s no dramatic sound, no magical glow, no voice whispering secrets.Just a sense that whatever just happened has passed.Like the room finished scanning me. Or maybe it failed to. The space doesn’t feel hostile anymore. Just… scorched. Like something in here caught fire, burned fast and hard, and now the smoke has no place left to go.
I stay there, on the floor, breathing like a beginner. Trying to feel the edges of this place. Trying to figure out if I’m alone. Trying not to fall apart again, just in case it decides to wake up a second time. And in the middle of that silence, something clicks into place—not in the room, but in me: Maybe this wasn’t a punishment. Maybe this was a handshake.
“Why do I feel that way?” I don’t know. I don’t know what this place is. I don’t know what happened. Some part of me still believes I’ll wake up, blink at the ceiling, and file this under “weirdest nightmare I’ve ever had”—and trust me, the competition is fierce. At first, I wasn’t even sure the thoughts flooding my head were mine. They felt foreign, like tuning into a broadcast meant for someone else.
But now… Now that the noise has quieted, now that I can breathe without drowning in it—something clicks. Not a memory exactly. More like a recognition. A shape forming behind the fog. That was my life. Not some hallucination. Not a borrowed vision.
And this place— this cracked room with its low ceiling and haunted stillness— I’ve never seen it before. Not once. But I know it.
Not the way you know a location. The way you know a scar. The way your body remembers pain even after it heals. Every pipe, every line in the wall, every crack in the floor—I feel them. Not visually. Not intellectually. Viscerally. Like I’ve been here a thousand times without ever opening my eyes.
Okay. Let’s think. My brain’s been pin balling between am I asleep and am I dead since I got here. Or was I kidnapped? It’s the holy trinity of existential dread, really.
Too “self reflected” to be a dream. Too… weird to be the afterlife. And as far as kidnappings go, it’s seriously lacking in ransom notes, ominous breathing, or anyone demanding crypto.
So—guess it’s just me. My head feels like it’s finally rebooted. Not perfect, but functional. At least the fog has lifted. I glance around, taking in the room properly for the first time since the mental avalanche. It’s empty. Mostly. The kind of empty that feels intentional—like someone wanted it forgotten. Dust coats everything in a fine, silvery layer. Cracks spiderweb through the walls. Bits of stone and metal litter the corners, relics from something that broke a long time ago and no one ever bothered to fix.
Up near the top of the far wall, there’s a small circular window—if you can call it that. It’s barely more than a hole. A single beam of sunlight slices through it, catching in the dust like a stage light on a suspended moment.
The light feels off somehow. Too perfect. Too still. Like it was painted there.
Fake? Maybe. But I’m not exactly in a position to argue with simulated weather. The air is thick and still. No breeze, no hum, no sound except my own breathing. This doesn’t feel like a room that was abandoned. It feels like a place that was buried. Closed off. Hidden. Left alone for a reason. Like it wasn’t supposed to be found.
Not by anyone else— And maybe not even by me.